falling . . .

Current mood: blah

I, on the top floor alone in a huge house, (house-sitting for a good friend of mine). I'm singing to myself, no song in particular, just singing to sing.

It is at this random moment I sing aloud the words:

"nobody knows me when I fall. . ."

I hear myself say these words and it strikes me like a stiff jab to the chin. This means something. It came from within, unrestrained, unbiased. "nobody knows me when I fall. . ."

What does it mean?

Well, I didn't get too deep into it, but . . .

there are mulitple meanings, i think.

fall- tripping in public and your "friends" pretend they don't know you: alone in embarassment.

fall- fall from grace

fall from such great heights

Fall- Autumn

fall into depression

fall in love

fall apart

fall down into the great unknown

falling. . .

free falling

freedom

nobody knows me when I fall.

hmm...

Currently listening : Siamese Dream album By Smashing Pumpkins Release date: 27 July, 1993