More Recycled Sh*t **Note the date

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

some sh*t

Current mood: apathetic

Category: Writing and Poetry

Wednesday, December 26, 2007
1:37 PM

Grey Shadows Fade in the Icy Light

Christmas Day
I sit alone
on an outside step
smoking a cigarette

I wonder what's it all about
I sit brooding, pouting…

Focused on ME
and the failure of us ALL

I sulk…
doubting
myself and everybody else

ehh…
"it is what it is"
"that's life"
yadda yadda

we are fallible and frail

we fall to rise

and

rise to fall


I hear myself--

stop myself, I stall…


I, I, I, Aye ya yiy!!!!


inner struggle juggles itself out
'til it spills into the gutters,
floats…somewhere else

I shouldn't smoke…
I'll stop tomorrow

Yeah…


This winter wandering will give way to

another season

another season…
a possible rebirth

or something like that

'til then

I'll stroll along

with a half smile and a half smirk

feeling the cold sunshine


Philip Payumo Jucaban, 1978 -