Digesting Clouds of _________

ehh... I need a break from my life. So much going on, so little time to digest it all.

How's that Wordsworth poem go? The one about the world is too much with me... drifting lonely like a cloud... or something like that... was that even Wordsworth? Eh. I'm so tired right now I can't think straight.

mmmm....

Well.... soon enough (4 days!) I WILL BE in the clouds (in a plane of course) and maybe at that great height I might gain some perspective on things...

sigh....

sleep.... need to sleep....

eyes are weary but mind heavy

ah well, what can one do?


I'll try counting sheep hoping a fence (I kinda like the typo hoping/hopping), or better yet I'll try counting clouds floating by one by one by one by one . . .

z z z z z z z z z z z z z z .....


and maybe these clouds are dense heavy grey rain clouds full of moisture ready to cry down to the earth below....


huh, where did THAT line come from!?

Hmmm.... maybe it's unresolved feelings seeping thru, rising from the subconscious as I started to slip into unconscious, and now they are hovering between my dreams. i see....*maybe* I'm starting to see *maybe*

siiiigh.....

I feel....

"hopeless as a penny with a hole in it"

So allow me to just sit with ALL this and let stew as i brood....

I mean, it's all I can do.... for now....

in time....everything in time.

Acronym for something else

I LIKE S.un Y.ellow R.aisins!

That *maybe* makes no sense. But I just needed to get THAT out of me.

anyway,

meh.

"like" is just that and only that, "like."

anyway, it's hot....I can't sleep....I haven't written in a while...I hardly call THIS "writing," but whatevs....

thoughts coming at random....

I have a final exam this Saturday.

I'm going to be in New York the Saturday after this Saturday.

The Saturday after that, upon returning home from the east coast, I'll be attending a cousin's graduation party in MY home! weird!

And the Saturday after that I'll be in Golden Gate Park at a friend's birthday party.

So what's my point?

Nothing. just rambling....



meh. that's all, meh :/ (emoticon)

Sun Yellow Raisins....

Sunshine

Thursday

A good friend in town,
We have Breakfast at our old haunt

i work, she visits other friends

later...

We all have a Night Out
Good times.... real good times.

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Friday

Work.
Home: sleep! Watch TV

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TODAY/Saturday:

Morning coffee, sitting on stoop talking on phone with folks
Back to Sleep.

Now: CLEAN!

Plans for the rest of the day:

For sure: Surf!

Maybe coffee with a friend
Maybe bike ride with another friend
maybe maybe

For sure: watch movie with other friends

Hope to spend end day at home leisurely writing and researching, and working out travel plans for this summer

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Ah... So this is what I was missing when I was training all the time!