Wednesday, June 18, 2008

3 Days Fell Away and Now I'm BACK!

It falls away like a snake shedding old skin... then I fill it, I fill the day, with doing and moving, with restraint and fasting, pushing limits and then relaxing.

In three days time the sickeness has retreated and dissipated to nothing more than me laying in bed and saying to myself: "What's this? I feel better! Back to work," prepping materials and compiling data, cutting weight, working out techiniques and combos, improving reaction time, reading movement, &c.

My weight shifts and swings. This can't be healthy, but it is a fighter's lifestyle, so "they" say.

When this Summer ends someone (not "they") remind that I'm a grad student and writer.

After this summer-- Hang up my gloves and STOP taking fights!

There are not enough hours in the day to do everything!

So for this Summer: 2 fights, get rid of one of my cars, make space: donating/selling extra clothes and other misc. items. Plan finances for the rest of the year. Enroll in 2 classes, finish up application....

For Fall Semester: Work at CCSF, Take 2 classes, Write and Surf in spare time and NO MORE FIGHTS. JUST STUDY AND WRITE!

ahh... life planning and such.

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