Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Digesting Clouds of _________

ehh... I need a break from my life. So much going on, so little time to digest it all.

How's that Wordsworth poem go? The one about the world is too much with me... drifting lonely like a cloud... or something like that... was that even Wordsworth? Eh. I'm so tired right now I can't think straight.

mmmm....

Well.... soon enough (4 days!) I WILL BE in the clouds (in a plane of course) and maybe at that great height I might gain some perspective on things...

sigh....

sleep.... need to sleep....

eyes are weary but mind heavy

ah well, what can one do?


I'll try counting sheep hoping a fence (I kinda like the typo hoping/hopping), or better yet I'll try counting clouds floating by one by one by one by one . . .

z z z z z z z z z z z z z z .....


and maybe these clouds are dense heavy grey rain clouds full of moisture ready to cry down to the earth below....


huh, where did THAT line come from!?

Hmmm.... maybe it's unresolved feelings seeping thru, rising from the subconscious as I started to slip into unconscious, and now they are hovering between my dreams. i see....*maybe* I'm starting to see *maybe*

siiiigh.....

I feel....

"hopeless as a penny with a hole in it"

So allow me to just sit with ALL this and let stew as i brood....

I mean, it's all I can do.... for now....

in time....everything in time.

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